This Day is officially CANCELLED…..

March 23, 2007

How the fuck did this happen?? I was out in the tea fields, running around, driving the 4x4 along roads of no return and pulling off audacious overtaking manoeuvre’s, doing deals and taking care of business - earning my money - then I drive back around 530pm - Paul calls, he’s sitting with John - they need to discuss something with me - so I call round.

Next thing it’s 130am and we’ve all drunk a bottle of vodka, finished the JW black and done a bottle of Po10C.

On a school night.

I remember when it was the breaking point as well - 11pm and we decided to go out and get cigarettes rather than call it a day - and I said at the time “look we may as well keep going and finish it - take the pain in the morning - it’ll be worth it”.

It is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so not worth it.

I’ve come to work and played the food poisoning card and am now going home to bed before driving to the lake later around 3pm (or when ever I wake up and don’t feel like I’ve been run over and shot)

Fuck it.

My queen has her exams today - decides if Yuni does Uni or not - big day for me too - if she passes maybe she stays in Jakarta - if she doesn’t she’ll be more open to come live with me at the lake - I know she will be so happy if she passes the entrance exam but.........

Have not heard from Anna for months and months - miss her so much........

.....Rambling now - need to go put myself down for a while......

and finally Hanh emailed me this - best email I read this morning - although I have ignored a lot:

Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn’t mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a tatol mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.

Right - bed and lake

Spo | March 23, 2007