September 21, 2006
I’ll change my life tomorrow instead…..
I suppose in such times I'm supposed to write and just see where I go - but what to say? Vacant - say anything honest - say I'm 29 years old and living on my own and each day is drastically in danger of being a repeat of the day before and I'm not doing enough to change that situation - that I never seem to be happy in one place for more than five fucking minutes until I'm looking round the corner.... wanderlust.....
..that on the way back from work I saw an attractive woman walking her dog past my place and played out this scenario in my head where I go up and say something along the lines of people don't take risks then they never get anywhere in life so I figured the worst that could happen is you say no when I ask if you'd like to go for a drink and then scratched that as smug practiced claptrap asking to get shot down and thought about just saying Hi, do you live round here? then thought that sounds like a line from a serial killer - so how about asking for directions? but couldn't think of anywhere I wanted to know the directions to - then told myself I was a fuckwit and that the destination doesn't fucking matter it's an opener - you just pretend you don't know where something is - you don't actually need directions - so you tell her you just moved here - she probably says something back leading to you asking if she's from round the way as well...
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....then leading tome saying something like nice dog I like cats - less hassle - I find dogs are just clumsy big hairy children constantly looking for attention - the banal loyalty - there's the wet dog hair smell - the drool - and imagine standing in dog crap first thing in the morning - couldn't have that - I'd have to cancel everything the day had to offer after that - might even have the dog put down on the spur of the moment - can't be done with it.
STOP talking!..... too late...... probably time to leave by then.
Just say Hi
Fuck it - I'll change my life tomorrow instead.
Spo | September 21, 2006
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Wow, I’m impressed. She makes me feel lazy!
I agree with her on simplify. I’m going to do everything I can this weekend to REALLY simplify my home, and my weekly routine. Thanks for the inspiration Jess, you have inspired me to do a MAKE UNDER!!! I’m even buying MUCH less because I don’t want to add clutter or waste!
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